Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Let Go and Let God????

Ok.....I have never had any intention of making this a TTC is what it is, right? We have been on this stupid roller coaster for 2 years!*&% What? How could that be??? Oh, but it is. Meanwhile, everyone around us is either pregnant or has recently delivered. It is getting sort of cruel. Things I MUST remember

1. I am not in control. I am not in control. I am not in control
2. If it is meant to be, it will happen
3. This is really none of my business. If God wants this then it will be, if not then it won't
4. I have 2 beautiful, perfect, wonderful baby girls that I am so fortunate to know and love
5. I cannot control this, I cannot control this, I CANNOT control this!!!!!!!
6. All babies/pregnancies are blessings....even if it is not mine
7. Patience, patience, patience

Keep all your parts crossed as we start on cycle ???? ( I lost count a LONG time ago)


Hide.. Literally! said...

You are in my prayers and everything is crossed. You are right you are not in control and everything happens for a reason. Hang in there sunshine..

tallgirl said...

It is hard to keep things in perspective, but your list is a good way to start.

I am keeping my fingers crossed for you two! We need more liberals!

amy said...

rooting for you guys!! hang in there...

Jen said...

I'm sorry this sucks so much. I'm sending any fertility mojo I have your way. That should make George happy.

K J and the kids said...

Everything's crossed.

Que sera sera ! right ?

Sonya said...

Best wishes to you!

Sarai and Dani said...

Good luck!