Saturday, July 4, 2009

The Baby Bug?

Ok. I keep coming back to this. The baby thing. We are getting close to ramping up for our next (and last) IVF cycle. September is go time. Ahhh...the fridge will be filled with meds and our counters will have sharps containers just like the good ol' days. I'm excited and nervous and happy that I won't be the pin cushion this time. I know that Mere will be much better at this IVF stuff.

I really think I'm ok if we don't get blessed with another baby........but then I see a baby and......

But, I don't miss the sleepless nights and now Layne is getting out of diapers so our baby days could be behind us. That definately has its perks. And, with just 2 kids we would have more money and NEVER be out numbered. When it really comes down to it I want one more. Just one more, P-L-EASE!!!

The bottom line? I don't get to choose. It will happen or it won't. Either way, we are lucky.


5 comments:

Jen said...

I know, I feel the same way. Three is so appealing, but there are so many good things about 2 - especially two who can do so much fro themselves! You guys will be in my thoughts in September.

Sonya said...

You ARE lucky but I truly hope that you are able to have your dreams fulfilled. Let go and what will be will be. Easier said that done, I'm sure!

Best of luck to you in the coming months!

K J and the kids said...

You meant to say, "I want one or two more baby(s)..just one or two more pleeease"

That's all I have to say about IVF in september ;-)

amy said...

wishing you lots of luck! the out numbered thing was huge for us so like you said, at this point you really can't lose! and like KJ said, with IVF you may need to be open to 1 OR 2 more!!

Sarai and Dani said...

Finally getting to read up and catch up. We are trying for our final time with our last frozen embryo over Thanksgiving break. I am so excited, but feel blessed like you either way. Keep us posted!